'We will open the book. Its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves. The book is called Opportunity and its first chapter is New Year's Day.' -Edith Lovejoy Pierce-
Joyeux Nouvel An
20101231
MMXI
It's all about new year, when people says Hore, Happy new year...or maybe there, when a couple spend their last night in 2010 together to making love. Alright, the fact is i'm standing here, exactly sit here and looking at my lap top to write something. I know this is not important for you to know, what feeling inside my heart.
It's like you want to move, but you just have a half energy. you want to fly but there is something that holds you so tightly. So what will i do?? should i go or stay with my remaining power?? I think he is different, i think he doesn't need me anymore or maybe he needs me at a certain moment, or the worst, the feeling he feel doesn't same as first we met. This is my fault, or his? i just don't want to blame anyone or the situation. he is so nice, fine, but i think this relationship make him a little bit boring, is it? or it's just me?? He happy out there without me and i just prove it. what is delivered from heart will get to the heart, and anytime he say 'miss me' it's just a formality, nothing. I just wanna say that should i keep you much longer?
My bad dream in 2010, I hope will be better in 2011
It's like you want to move, but you just have a half energy. you want to fly but there is something that holds you so tightly. So what will i do?? should i go or stay with my remaining power?? I think he is different, i think he doesn't need me anymore or maybe he needs me at a certain moment, or the worst, the feeling he feel doesn't same as first we met. This is my fault, or his? i just don't want to blame anyone or the situation. he is so nice, fine, but i think this relationship make him a little bit boring, is it? or it's just me?? He happy out there without me and i just prove it. what is delivered from heart will get to the heart, and anytime he say 'miss me' it's just a formality, nothing. I just wanna say that should i keep you much longer?
My bad dream in 2010, I hope will be better in 2011
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